I was in a daze this week. I lost my soulmate, and as a result, time moved strangely. Whole days disappeared and by Friday, I couldn’t believe almost a week had gone since I’d said goodbye to Sammy. On Sunday, though, when they delivered his ashes, I couldn’t believe it had only been a week….
Category: Photo Journal 2020
2020 December – Week 53
Well. We made it. I made it. To the end of a year full of both upheaval and stagnation. Of uncertainty. Disenchantment. Rage. Of hope and love. Disquiet and quiet. All words that pack a punch this time but could probably be recounted at the end of every year. Because life is always a mixed…
2020 December – Week 52
I saw a meme about 202o. It went like this: 2020: January February COVID December That felt accurate. Sunday Sammy loves when Brian visits. It makes me happy to see them together… and guilty. Monday This picture of Christina hosting announcements from her living room with the fake snow and the exaggerated participation in the…
2020 December – Week 51
We are inching closer to 2021, and I’m very much looking forward to the new year. I’m ready for it in a way I’ve never been before. And it’s not just because this fucking year can suck it, but because I’m ready for new things. I feel like, despite everything — the crazy uncertainty, the…
2020 December – Week 50
Holy shit, it’s Week 50. I can’t believe I’ve been at this for almost an entire year… An entire, shitty year — entirely shitty. An entire entirely shitty year. Alas, I’m spent. Can you tell? Sunday I’m early with the Christmas cards this year. Or… holiday cards, since they’re more about connection during this season…
2020 December – Week 49
Get ready to see even more pictures of my cat. Because he is my life now. He’s always been my constant companion, but he’s basically Velcro Cat these days, and I’m one hundred percent okay with this. I don’t know what I’ll do without him. The pandemic hasn’t been easy, but it also hasn’t been…
2020 November – Week 48
Goodbye, Week Forty-eight. I want nothing to do with you. I don’t want to find the joy in the every day this week like I’ve been trying to do with this picture project. I don’t want to give thanks for all of life’s simple pleasures and blah blah friggin’ blah like I’m supposed to do…
2020 November – Week 47
You know when people put lots of cream in their coffee and then someone says, “Would you like a little coffee with that creamer?” Looking at my pictures this week and reflecting on the life I’ve lived during the past seven days, I feel like I should be asking myself: “Would you like a little…
2020 November – Week 46
I don’t feel like Week 46 was real. Hmm… maybe that’s not accurate. It’s more like it didn’t exist. I can’t believe it was a whole seven days. I also can’t believe it wasn’t a whole seven years. NaNoWriMo has me nice and distracted, though… Sunday Aung: “This year suck. I never get to see…
2020 November – Week 45
This week has been one hell of a roller coaster, and I’m so spent that all I can say is this: Week 45 is the week we’ve said BYE, FELICIA to #45. Sunday New month starting on the first day of a new week as a new NaNoWriMo begins! I met my writing goal for…